Twin Flame - A Feeling of Magnetic Joining
by J
(QLD Australia)
I've had the same doctor for 20 years. One day as he was checking something on my nose I got the idea to try to feel his energy.
All of a sudden my vision went blurry and I felt dizzy. A white beam of light flashed in front of my eyes. I didn't know what was happening. Then it seemed like energy beams came out of my body - especially my heart. They vibrated and grew stronger and stronger.
I thought my heart was about to burst when it stopped. Then I felt a phenomenal magnetic joining or force that it jolted me physically but I don't think I actually moved. After that I thought everything went back to normal.
I felt his eyes on mine, so I assume he felt it too, but I'm not sure. My thoughts were, "What the hell just happened?" and "Is that the end of it or is there more?" A most beautiful circle feeling of peace and happiness occurred that felt so nice.
He was still right there. During the vibrations I could hear his thoughts; I'm sure he heard mine.
Anyway, he offered me a job but he kept delaying it. Maybe he was scared. In the end I couldn't handle it and got fed up and said to him 'don't worry about it'. He is married and I am in a relationship so I could never say anything to him. I was afraid that if I worked there I wouldn't be able to concentrate.
Even though my relationship is rocky and may not last I can never say anything to ruin his marriage. In addition, he may be in denial or think I'm crazy.
I am angry at myself for ignoring the sensations I felt, which was obviously our two souls recognising each other. I dismissed it, which I think is a natural physical human thing to do.
It hasn't been until now that i have started researching what I felt. I have found he matches the characteristics of a Twin Flame Soul Mate.
He is older than me and from another country originally. He isn't someone I would normally be attracted to. But since this has happened, I am so attracted to him. I just want to be with him and tell him how I feel. It has become like an obsession.
They say that if you meet your Twin Flame and your in a relationship that your current relationship will end or deteriorate. Mine was never that good anyway.
I honestly don't know what to do as I told him not to worry about the job. I am now thinking to apologise and see if he will still give it to me.
What I am really wondering is would he have felt the magnetic joining too? It is said that Twin Flames may resist each other at first. We definitely have.
Any advice anyone can give me now I would really appreciate. Thank you as I can't just turn up and say 'hey, you know I really believe I'm the other half of your soul'. lol.
I am trying to think about this in a spiritual way to get my head around it. I suppose if we are meant to be it will be.
I will write again after I contact him again and tell you all what happens. If anyone has had similar experiences please tell me I'm not crazy.
I feel truly blessed to have had this experience. It's the most amazing spiritual experience i have ever had. And he is so in reach of me, but I am so scared of it. I don't know whether to contact him or not.