Twin Flame Electricity

by Nikki
(Battle Creek ,Mi)

Before the day I first saw him I couldn't imagine that a single person could possess as powerful an emotion as I felt. I was perplexed by my response to him and by the intense feeling of magnetic attraction.

I think it's my turn to learn, because I got really scared. I watched him from the sidelines, not realizing why I was so nervous around him, why I could feel him like a electric pulse when he walked in the room, why I knew he felt the same. But I couldn't bring myself to confront him with my feelings.

I could see the disappointment in his eyes when I didn't come to him. It's like he knew I needed time to realign my thoughts, and, after all, he was in a relationship at the time.

I didn't have the courage to face such a strong connection. I thought I was just being a kid with a crush.

Then time brought us together again, but now I'm the one in a relationship.

When we met again I felt an even more vibrant force of energy attracting me to him. I could see it in his eyes. He reignited that fire in me that made me realize my potential for spiritual growth and I have been on my path to enlightenment since then. He makes me feel so alive and yet this relationship that I am in now acts as a barrier.

I feel like a kid around him again, like I can do anything, be anyone. I feel like I am a beam of energy that can illuminate any dark corner in the universe. When we touch, I feel sparks shooting through my body at an intense rate. My heart pounds and I lose my thoughts.

I dream of him often. Usually we are walking down this violet fire path, but sometimes I am floating above him and slowly i drift down towards him. He is smiling at me and we come face to face. An unexplainable thing occurs in the dream: I begin to merge into him like our energies are combining. I sit there for a moment; I feel his breaths as if they are my own. Our hearts beat together creating music and I feel like exploding with laughter.

When he looks into my eyes he penetrates my soul. I can feel him experiencing the same thing, only he is able to stay in that place where I break away because I am in a relationship and feel obliged to break away before we float away. I am astonished by the amazing connection we have. I can feel when he is drifting into my thoughts trying to hear them. When he is concentrating on making that electric intensity stronger and more intense, I usually have to run out of the room because I feel like I am reaching a unimaginable point and I don't think I am ready for that intensity.