Twin Flames - Connecting
but Not Together
by Anonymous
I had no idea about twin souls six years ago when I met mine.
I have been married for 31 years and my Twin Flame Soulmate has been in a committed relationship for 11. I am 19 years older than him.
My husband is a soul mate and I love him dearly. He has been by my side through wonderful and not-so wonderful times. He was my rock when my mother died almost two years ago.
But during the entire relationship with my husband, I've always had this feeling that he was not "the one". He knows that I've felt this way and I think he agrees. However, he just loves me for who I am and I love him, too.
This young man who is my Twin Flame is clearly attracted to me (this is the only person during our marriage that my husband has ever been jealous of) and vice versa. We are both introverts and are ruled by honorable behavior, so nothing has happened or will happen.
My Twin Flame and I have gotten to know each other through emails, and they are very special to me. Several years ago he made a comment in an email that we all get along so well that it feels like family.
Along those lines, both my husband and my younger son have mentioned numerous people in our families that he reminds us of. He actually reminds me of my older son and younger son and myself in various aspects. We are not a family that tends to compare people to other members of our family, so this is quite unusual.
Though my husband is somewhat jealous and wary, my son knows nothing of this. From the moment my son met this young man he liked him and thought he was one of the nicest people he'd ever met.
My Twin Flame and I often find it hard to look directly at each other--I guess it's too intense. However, we had him and his girlfriend over one night and when we actually started talking to each other over the table, we kind of got lost in each other's eyes. I know I didn't imagine this.
Additionally, our horoscopes appear to be compatible--I'm a Virgo and he's a Taurus.
Originally I was more attracted to him physically, but over the years I've come to deal with the feelings of joy and pain and longing (just to know more about him).
Now I just wish the very best for him and support him. Circumstances seem to be bringing us together more often and now it just feels good and nice. I like his girlfriend very much and just want the best for her, too.
I plan to have some past life regression sessions to find out how he and I may have known each other in previous lives.